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Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Sex-free Erotica

By Robert Buckley (Guest Blogger)

Once upon a time, I was nominated for a Silver Clitoride – seriously, you can't make this stuff up. The story that prompted this honor didn't have a single sex act depicted, no intercourse, no fellatio, no cunnilingus – none of the activities that most people, not including Bill Clinton, would define as actual sex. But enough readers thought it was erotic. Alas, not quite enough to push it over the top and earn me the coveted Golden Clitoride.

The story is a bit of a downer too; not only no sex, but it occurs on the very last day of a marriage of two "best friends" who had shared a bed for ten years, but are splitting because the woman has met her soul mate, a possibility each had accepted going into the marriage. The man won't stand in the way of his wife's/friend's happiness, but on their last day together he offers to give her a backrub ... yeah, a backrub ... just a backrub.

Okay, you're thinking, but backrubs can be sexy. Well, yes, any application of warm hands on bare skin can summon the blood to the erogenous zones. But anyone who gives a good backrub, and I unabashedly number myself amongst such artists, knows a backrub as foreplay has an inherent downside; it tends to put the recipient to sleep. If your partner cajoles you into giving a backrub, you have to know that you are investing in morning sex. For the nonce, you're hugging your pillow out of frustration.

The woman in my story also falls asleep. She awakes feeling ten years younger, but also alone. He's left the divorce papers on her kitchen table, signed, and taken his broken heart and moved on.

A friend pointed out to me recently that many of my stories don't have sex scenes. I begged to disagree: "Ah, go on!"

But when I surveyed my story archive I was mildly astounded. She was right. Not that I can't write an arousing sex scene, but I have to admit that when I do, they are work. Most depictions of the act, to borrow that running gag from "Betelgeuse," read like stereo instructions. One could easily substitute the mechanics of a piston engine for a sex scene and I doubt anyone would be the wiser.

So not only have I come to a realization that I've been penning stories with no, or perfunctory sex scenes, it's also occurred to me that I tend to read past those scenes in other's books and stories. I suppose I should be drummed out of the ranks of erotica writers, but really, how many ways can you describe screwing? A novice may fall back on florid language – how many times have you read the term jackhammer used as a verb? But even old hands can slip into that trap. I admit to concentrating on the viscosity of pussy secretions to the point where I had to stop and think: He's screwing her; he's not changing her oil.

Actual sex is less important to me than how characters get to having sex, or not having sex. The best stories I've read unfold like extended foreplay, and I'd rather describe over multiple paragraphs how a man kisses a woman's leg or licks her belly button. Oy! Don't get me started on belly buttons.

I'm content to end a story with a hand slipping under a sweater, or a kiss applied to a knee exposed by a tear in a lady's jeans.

But actual penetration? Hey, a paragraph will do.

And what if there's no chance of penetration? I'm at an age now when things aren't as easy, nor as frequent. Still, you like to think you'll die in the saddle, or go down fighting. More than likely, you'll have given up your guns long before you go knock-knock-knocking at Heaven's door. And Viagra, with the myth of a hours-long erection? I'm convinced it is all a marketing ploy.

I've used erotica to look mortality in the face, imagining an elderly man who can still appreciate a young girl's beauty and yearn for her. He'd rather yearn for her in vain than not feel anything. A form of masochism to be sure. Sex isn't going to happen, and it doesn't in that story. Is it erotic?

How about a couple holding hands on a bench savoring the sights of beautiful young women in summer attire? He's a straight widower; she's an elderly lesbian who has recently lost her partner of many years. Together they appear like any old couple slipping into their twilight, when in fact they're a pair of friends who share a hobby. I dunno ... you think that's erotic?

Is there anything more erotic than a broken heart? I've peeked in on a couple, a guy and a girl, who are also best friends. And because he is the one person she trusts implicitly with her secrets, she asks him to give her an enema in preparation for the anal sex she plans to have with her boyfriend. It's slapstick; but it's also heartbreaking for her devoted friend. Erotic?

Over on the ERWA discussion lists we can count on the latest newbie to raise the question: what's the difference between erotica and porn? And everyone sort of heaves a sigh and says, well, here we go again. I make no attempt at definitions. To borrow from Justice Brennan, I can't define it, but I know it when I read it ... and write it. And, you don't have to agree.

BACKRUB
2001 Golden Clitoride nominee

He had offered to massage her shoulders … a parting gesture. She had let him, knowing better, knowing where it would lead. Now she lay on her bed, on her belly, stripped to her panties as his hands roamed, not randomly, but deliberately over her shoulders, then down, thumbs pressing deeply but gently along her spine until the heels of his palms pillowed up against her tailbone.

His hands began their return track up her back, trailing a wake of friction … heat that saturated her flesh and sought out every knot, every muscle made tight by frustration, stress or anxiety. She felt herself dissolve under his hands and enter a state of total relaxation.

His hands pressed over her hips and up her sides. His fingers subtly ploughed the valleys between her ribs. Then farther up to where he kneaded the soft flesh just beneath her arm before sharply turning, pressing over her shoulder blade, a thumb and pinky finger gauging its width.

His cock grazed her right thigh like a velvet wand, dabbing and streaking precum that had already cooled at the tip. She wondered when he had shed his trousers, but in the state he had put her in, she hadn’t noticed much.

He could take her now. She would not, could not resist. Warm syrup flowed out of her pussy that would coat his cock and slicken its way to her pulsing center. He could also toss her over on her back as if she were a rag doll. Either way made no difference … she was open, unguarded, utterly pliant.

Her mind darted to the day they met. They had been tossed together, the only two responsible for an impossible task. They had cursed their lot with humor and teasing and shared the camaraderie of the “screwed over.” Somehow they had completed the project on deadline. Their superiors made them a permanent team.

They were the best of friends. Their bond was that of two people who had endured against the odds and met a challenge arm-in-arm. Friendship became something deeper and marriage seemed like a good idea at the time.

They had carried their teasing and humor into their married life. She believed in soul mates, and flatly pronounced that he wasn’t hers. They had laughed about it then, even though she said if she found her true soul mate she would be torn to leave him. He said he could accept it if it meant her happiness. They decided then that the odds were that they were stuck together in this lifetime, best friends, lovers and companions.

That was ten years ago. Today she had called him home from the apartment he had taken recently. The divorce papers were ready to be signed. In defiance of the odds, her soul mate had stepped into their lives. She knew immediately, and explained to her husband.

… “I feel complete with this man, I won’t be complete without him,” she said.

She told him even as the aroma of the sex she had shared with her lover lingered about her. He drew deep breaths of it and replied, “Looks like I’m yesterday.” He said it as a statement of fact, no bitterness, no anger. He was like that. He would not fight the facts.

He insisted on a no-contest divorce, one lawyer for both. He didn’t want to take anything out of the marriage. It was all hers. He would shed himself of her entirely, except the memories. He had already lined up a new job more than a thousand miles away. …

He had sensed her anxiety as she greeted him at the door. Before she even had a chance to make small talk, he said, “You’re a bundle of nerves. You don’t have to be that way.”

“I guess I can’t help it,” she replied.

“Let me massage your shoulders … one last time.”

She knew she should have said no. His hands were magic. He called running his hands over her naked body “worship” and approached her not so much as a lover, but a supplicant. It was as if he entered a zone of spirituality, while she absorbed his total attention. She felt venerated. It was a heady, erotic elixir that his hands served.

The heat from his touch had opened her pores. Her skin became moist. Now he just lightly grazed his palms over her back, then ever more lightly still. Her body was a feather, inanimate on the bed.

She awoke just two hours into the new day. She lay on the bed for a long moment before she tested her muscles’ ability to lift herself into a sit. Her panties were still on. He hadn’t fucked her.

She stood and pulled on a robe that she let hang open. Her skin tingled and felt new. It seemed like ten years had been filtered out of her. As she started downstairs she looked at herself in the mirror on the landing. She nearly glowed and had to say to herself, “I’m beautiful.”

Stepping off the stairs she sensed at once that she was alone in the house, but more than that she sensed his absence.

She found the divorce papers signed on the kitchen table. Beneath his signature he had written, “Goodbye.”

A single tear fell from her cheek and smudged the ink. She knew she would never see him again.

About the Author

Bob Buckley was born in Cambridge, Massachusetts, in a hospital that doesn't exist anymore, but was a conveniently short ride over the Prison Point Bridge from the Charlestown housing projects, in the shadow of the Bunker Hill Monument, where his family lived. He may even have passed Malcolm X, who was finishing up his time at the old state prison, when his parents took him home.

When he was four they moved to a brand new project in Boston's Columbia Point, the site of a former WWII prison camp for Italian prisoners, and hard by the city dump. It's now the site of the JFK Library and the University of Massachusetts. So wherever he went he came in touch with history, or history in the making.

Finally leaving the projects behind, he lived in a series of triple-decker houses in Boston's blue collar Irish-Polish neighborhoods where one identified oneself not by the neighborhood one lived in, but what parish. It was a boisterous place peopled by folks who were casually violent and racist, tribal, spiteful, gossip-ridden, intensely loyal and unconditionally loving. The parish church and the greater Apostolic Catholic Church held sway over all aspects of life, so it was a repressed place, but the stronger the repression, the more likely renegade ideas and—Oh, my heavens!—questions are spawned.

Saturday afternoons one was obligated to confess not only actual sinful deeds, but also thoughts. Can you imagine how many times a day a young boy might visualize a naked girl? Never mind that he might have no foundation at all for his imaginings of what a girl might look like without her clothes on. He still had to tell the priest.

Every so often, one of the neighborhood kids would swipe his older brother's or bachelor uncle's Playboy.

Wow! Did they really look like that? Then how come Mary Theresa O'Halloran or Anya Wisniewski looked so unfilled under their parochial school uniforms?

Bob had his suspicions that the girls in Playboy were not precisely representative of real girls, so while he enjoyed sneaking peeks at the pictures, he noticed the short stories and fiction that surrounded those pictures. And that began his fascination with words in general, but especially erotic words. And it's a fascination he's maintained long since escaping the old neighborhood and finding out for himself what girls look like when they're naked.

Today he still finds himself a stone's throw from history, living up the hill from the spot where they hanged the victims of the Salem Witch Hysteria. He enjoys using words to uncover the erotic in places you might never expect to find it—like everyday, mundane life. He especially enjoys writing about ordinary people who find themselves in extraordinary erotic situations. So, far, it's been fun.
 


9 comments:

  1. "The best stories I've read unfold like extended foreplay, and I'd rather describe over multiple paragraphs how a man kisses a woman's leg or licks her belly button. Oy! Don't get me started on belly buttons."

    Bob, I adore the way you can evoke desire with the most casual observations of the the flesh. I remember one story of yours where the heroine's belly button is definitely the hero's downfall!

    Thanks for a wonderful post.

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    1. Thanks, Lisabet. That's high praise from you.

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  2. Bob:
    Delightful and thoughtful as usual. I haven't been around ERWA too long. Most of the stuff you have posted is closer to mainstream than either romance or erotica-nothing wrong with that.

    Speaking of sexless erotica: catch a tennis match between Sharpova and Azarenka, such grunting should never be heard outside a bedroom, but it would make a great sound track for a lesbian encounter.

    I massage my wife's back with a Hitachi wand vibrator. It's great for sore muscles, but always seem to find its way to other places.

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    1. Thanks, Spencer. I'm not much of a tennis fan, but I'll watch a set just for the grunts ... and sweat ... and skirts flying.

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  3. Hey, Bob,

    You won't get any argument on this topic, from me, as you know. I totally agree that a story, or passages in a story, can have zero in the way of overt sex, yet be most arousing. (It's like that in movies or on TV, too.) So often, when I'm reading erotica, it's the idea/anticipation/foreplay that is the most arousing part and the actual sex, as you mentioned, is something I'll just read past, to get on with the rest of the story.

    The interesting thing about BDSM erotica is that it's *all* foreplay, and extremely extended, at that, and penetration, if it occurs, pretty much signals that the "good stuff" is now over. In this way, I find *non*-BDSM erotica so much more arousing *without* actual PIV sex. As with BDSM erotica, the arousal part -- the important part, as far as I'm concerned -- just goes on for so long... a steady injection of sensation, which is what sensation-seekers seek. For me, it's the anticipation and foreplay, not the sex act itself or descriptions of inserting Tab A into Slot B, that makes the story erotic.

    As for back rubs... ahhhhh, back rubs. Say, do you do foot massages?

    Terrific post and a refreshing take on what's erotic.

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    1. I'll do a foot, but I prefer to squeeze derrieres. Thanks much, Rose. I know you're one who appreciates the journey more than the destination.

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  4. I think the phenomenon of foreplay and imagination as more erotic than the actual act is true to real life as well. Your statement: "He'd rather yearn for her in vain than not feel anything" is a concept that becomes more and more real as time goes by. It just takes a wordsmith like yourself to put it so succinctly.

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  5. Much appreciated, Daddy X. I figure the day I don't care to look is the day to check out.

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  6. This is excellent! Very well-written, and certainly food for thought.

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